Thursday, January 22, 2009

Stomach Ulcers

Its been months now since my last post I truly deeply and sincerely apologise. With all this shit in my life I guess I had to deal with some of it before coming to tell the world about it. Once again I apologise for using my poor blog as a medium to rant. Its not a preferable choice but im not one with balls to approach people I want to make friends with and pour my guts out.

In case I have established the stomach ulcer problem. I am fourteen years old with quite severe stomach ulcers if I may add. If you were to describe them I would say it’s the equivalent to the women period pain twofold. At one point I was about to faint in school out of pain.

So. Its basically a sickness where you have ulcers in your stomach ( No shit sherlocks ). Occasionally this would not happen in a kid but I got it under special circumstances of me having depression and stress in my life.
And FYI if you want to compare your life to mine ; please don’t? Im not in a dick measure, Im not in a contest to see who’s life is more screwed up. I just needed a medium to express how I felt.

Okay. Now most of these pills didn’t do shit for me but heck they helped a lil bit and that beat no help at all.

Abdominal Pain – 1 tab
Wind pills – 2 tabs
Digestion – 1 tab
Acid cut-off pills – 1 tab
Gaviscon – 1 spoon/1 tab
More wind pills – 2 big fuck tabs
Stomach relaxant – 1 tab
Antibiotics – 1 tab
Larger antibiotics – 1 tab
Gastric pills – 1 tab
Insomnia pills – 1 tab
Swelling – 1 tab
Nausea – 1 tab

Now that my friends ; is what I took before/after meals during the worst part of my depression and stomach ulcers. No shit it sucked taking them and no shit it hardly had effect. At some points I actually feared for my life if the stomach ulcers were to ever bleed. I think people have a deeper understanding to my stomach ulcer ridden life a little more.